Where I'm At

My 12th grade English teacher always said, 'don't put at after where.' Aside from being grammatically correct, it sounds better. But since I no longer need an A in English, I'm going to rebel and put at after where.

Last month, I began bleeding for no apparent reason. Random bleeding is not normal for me. After a week and a half, I called the dr. She checked and said everything seemed ok from her end (hehe) but she wanted me to have an ultrasound to make sure.

I had the US last week. Today I went in for the results. I was as nervous as the day I found out I had MS. I felt the need to vomit. Instead I prayed and prayed and prayed.

The dr came in and after small talk she said there was a cyst on my left ovary. "It isn't very big. It looks as though it might have a little blood in it. It doesn't look cancerous, those look a certain way. See every month your body creates a cyst on your ovary but it goes away. Either we just happened to see yours or it isn't going away. Now, we can either go in through the belly button, look at it and look around and see why you haven't gotten pregnant or we can do another US in 6 weeks and see if it is still there."

I took a deep breath and responded, "Well we haven't been trying long enough to try and figure out why I'm not prego. I think I'd rather wait and do another US and see what is going on then we can go from there. Can I still get pregnant and everyone be ok?" She said, "Yes."

So that's where I'm at. I am praying that my body isn't revolting against me and this is nothing and we get prego soon. I'm off my meds and feeling ok. We are praying for another blessing and that my body is fine.