My mind has felt empty lately.
I'm unsure if it's empty or so full that it feels empty.
I've been thinking a lot.... a lot.
"Bout what?" you ask.
Lots of things really.
I learned that when you stick your muscle with a needle it hurts for two hours straight. It also hurts the next day when you walk, but by the third day all is well again.
I think I'm trying to listen to God so much that I think I'm not hearing him. Or perhaps, I'm not listening very well. I don't know.
I want a Life Group. I need and yurn for accountability. Matt needs it to, he just doesn't say anything.
Matt and I are totally different when it comes to talking about what God is teaching us. He doesn't say and I toss things out there. I do it so much that I begin to hold things back b/c I don't want to sound crazy. He doesn't know that.
We are also different in our worship styles. I'm a 'balls to the wall' cry like a baby kind of worshipper, he's a 'stand in awe' kind of guy.
I've been thinking a lot about my relationship with my sister. But that's probably not for here. The gist? We are night and day different in regards to how we live our life and raise our children. How did we end up such different people but raised by the same parents?
I did decide where I am going to start buying gifts for people. I'm not telling you in case you are the recipient of a gift.
I decided the fire pit was the best money we have spent since we paid the doctor bills for the kids when they were born.
I learned that Cooper is not a nice little boy when driving in the car, in fact he is downright rude.
The Playstation 2 we bought last year has gone unplayed for over 6 months. It probably will not get played again because Guitar Hero is not going to get easier when you have MS. So if you know anyone who wants to buy it, we can make a deal possibly.
Bagworms will attempt to kill your potted plants. And killing them with bug spray is a fun way to get vengeance.
I need to open my Bible more and not turn on the tv.
I have been thinking if God said, "Sell everything and follow me..." could I or would I?
I want to be more obsessed with God than I am now, and I don't really know how? That may sound dumb, sorry if it does.